I’ve been enjoying my single life, lol. If it wasn’t because of this break up, I wouldn’t have bothered to fix myself, and look good everyday, lol. Few friends say they notice how “blooming” I am and they really like how I look now. haha, I even influenced them on putting on make up and fixing themselves.

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Well, regarding my last post, I’m all well now. I never thought that I was this strong.. it took me about a week and now I’m fine. I no longer feel regret, pain or whatsoever. Prayers helped me a LOT and besides, I really saw this break up as a positive thing. The previous relationship is really pulling me down, and it’s giving me so much pain so God gave me a wake up call. This is the time for me to explore my world, learn more about myself and develop a positive self worth. I’m glad this all happened. It made me grew more emotionally. Haha.

On the other hand, I’m planning on buying an Ipod (yes, I know, everyone had them already) and I became so inclined to music lately. Specially the songs of Dixie Chicks. lol. Well, thanks to that break up, I have more time for myself, less stress. This website will have to wait a little longer before I can update contents because school is really making me busy (and it’s really fun) so no time to work here yet.

I miss you all. I will blog something more sensible next time.

I can’t believe how a single minute can change the entirety of your life. One day, he’s there, loving me so much than I could’ve ever imagine… the again, I woke up, feeling happy and wanting to talk to him and just hear his voice.. suddenly, he so tired. Tired of everything we do, tired of the relationship we have.. and tired of simply loving me.

We broke up 2 nights ago.. I can still remember how I cried.. How I tell myself I’m going to be alright soon.. How I will miss him everyday.. how he changed my life.. and HOW I lOVED HIM SO MUCH that I still couldn’t let go, but then I had to.

I don’t know how, I just don’t want to feel the pain. Pain of regret for loosing someone who means the world to me. I want him to feel that I still love him, I want him to want me back.. I just want him in my life again!! What’s harder is I see him at school.. there’s no way I could avoid him because he’s there. What would I do? Ignore him? That will make me look bitter, which I am not.. I have to PRETEND. Pretend that I’m alright.. pretend that I don’t think of him, pretend that I’m doing fine without him. I must pretend.. but how?