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changes, changes.

Pat — Tue, 02 Mar 2010 11:28:35 +0000

I finally resigned from the company I’ve worked for since I graduated from college. Now, I’m back to nursing field, doing trainings. haha. I never thought I’d feel as good as I do now. It’s really good to be back, it feels like home.

Him.

Pat — Sat, 13 Feb 2010 13:06:10 +0000

You will always be my shoulder to cry on. My strength when weakness sets in.
When you’re there, it feels like nothing can go wrong.
You will always be that someone who lifts me up when I can’t stand anymore.
When you’re around, nothing in this world can burden me.

I love you, you know that.
So much of who I am, and what I am belongs to you, and my heart is completely yours.
You’re the only one. My only one.

Change..

Pat — Thu, 11 Feb 2010 11:43:52 +0000

always scared of what it is, what it’s going to be like after. I’m not a big fan of change, of things I do not have control over.. but lately i’m trying to find acceptance on things, things I just cannot change.

When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves. ~Victor Frankl

Not so new year’s resolution :)

Pat — Tue, 19 Jan 2010 08:55:33 +0000

And so after a few weeks of thinking about the things I wanted to do, I decided to write them down so they are not jumbled up in my head.

1. Have a stable job by the end of the year that pays well $$$, and it must be a job that I love.

2. Be somewhat financially independent from my parents. (I’m still asking for gas money, lol.)

3. Be able to finish seminars in nursing, and other trainings. Just to experience what it’s like to be back in nursing world again.

4. Find a job I would be very passionate about.

5. Save a lot of money. As much as I can save, lol.

6. No more eyeglasses. (Two things, my astigmatism gone after 6 months, or be able to wear contacts!)

7. Be able to finish a computer course. I’m planning to study again.

Well, so far, those are the things that I am planning to achieve by the end of the year. FYI, I’m going to resign from my present job. I just can’t do it anymore. It’s not making me happy, there’s just too much stress involved in it. I should’ve left a long time ago but I’m afraid of being unemployed, lol. My parents told me what’s there to be scared of, they will support me, no matter what career I would choose to take. Just then I realized, I’m young, I still have financial support from my parents, what is holding me back from exploring the world? Should be nothing. hahaha. I should learn how to take risks and not play everything safe. Be out of my comfort zone and start living life, right? After all, we will never know what’s in store for us, opportunities will come at the right place, at the right time.

New Year = New Me!

Pat — Fri, 08 Jan 2010 13:02:48 +0000

Well, not really new me, lol. I’m pretty much happy where I am right now, but I just need to make few changes. This blog has not been updated for any latest happenings, so to give a few info on what’s going on with my life, I’m planning to pursue a different career than the course I took in college. I’m a Nursing graduate, and a board passer also, but I will be venturing to this computer world. After months and months of thinking, confusion, finally, I made up my mind. Thank you to all those advices that people around me has given me, all the support and encouragement to follow what I really wanted to do. Thank you. :) Whatever success I’ll be having in my chosen career, I owe it all to all those people who helped me through all these.

Happy Holidays!

Pat — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 15:31:23 +0000

Yup, i’m still here. lol.

Just want to greet everyone merry christmas and happy new year :) Have a great holiday celebration ahead!

.. and yeah, I changed the layout and this is the best I can find. lol

What you really mean to me..

Pat — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 13:50:32 +0000

At times, I may be torn, confused, lost..
At times I may not always do the right thing..
At times I may know what you feel about my wrong doings..
At times I may be the reason for your pain..
At times I may be the reason for your anger..
But I just want you to know..
That despite of all my shortcomings..
Of what I cannot do for you at times..
Always remember..
At the end of the day, it’s you whom I look forward to..
It’s you whom I want to go home to..
It’s you who owns my heart and will always have it..
It’s you.. it has always been you..
and will always be you..
Forever.

I Love You.

I want you to feel that I love you.. and I know it’s you and will always be you whom my heart belongs to..

Updates! Updates!

Pat — Fri, 30 Oct 2009 12:29:45 +0000

I’m back to my old habit, not updating the site, lol. Anyway, I got a few site-related updates.

Few more member addition of luved family! Welcome!

Courtney – tpc
Leerah – babyleerah
Nicole – vividskye
Rose – paperstars

.I love you.

Pat — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 14:05:39 +0000

I’m in a very good relationship right now. We’ve been together for 21 months, yet it feels like I’ve been with him for such a long time. I love him so much. I’ve never felt being loved this much before and I never thought I will love someone as much as I love him. Marry me. I love you.

What I don’t like about myself

Pat — Fri, 11 Sep 2009 11:17:29 +0000

This is something that I am pretty much aware of, but still cannot change it when I am in a situation that aggravates this quality. Haha, I’m a stressor to myself. You know when you tend to make simple things too complicated simply by overthinking about something. Like nothing has happened yet you’re mind is already focused on the worst thing that could happen. That’s me. Like yesterday, I was experiencing problem with the car I bought to work, and I called in my dad to pick me up and we’ll exchange cars, since they are from their office, so they did and when they called me up to say that they are already in our meeting place (and knowing them, they hate waiting), and I was still walking to the parking lot where my car is, my boyfriend was following me and I kept on snapping at him to walk a bit faster. I’m such a jerk to him sometimes. Wish I could do more to change this attitude. I did try quite a few times but I tend to forget how to relax when the situation is becoming really stressful. I need to change this. I really do.