Yup, i’m still here. lol.

Just want to greet everyone merry christmas and happy new year :) Have a great holiday celebration ahead!

.. and yeah, I changed the layout and this is the best I can find. lol

At times, I may be torn, confused, lost..
At times I may not always do the right thing..
At times I may know what you feel about my wrong doings..
At times I may be the reason for your pain..
At times I may be the reason for your anger..
But I just want you to know..
That despite of all my shortcomings..
Of what I cannot do for you at times..
Always remember..
At the end of the day, it’s you whom I look forward to..
It’s you whom I want to go home to..
It’s you who owns my heart and will always have it..
It’s you.. it has always been you..
and will always be you..
Forever.

I Love You.

I want you to feel that I love you.. and I know it’s you and will always be you whom my heart belongs to..

I’m back to my old habit, not updating the site, lol. Anyway, I got a few site-related updates.

Few more member addition of luved family! Welcome!

Courtney – tpc
Leerah – babyleerah
Nicole – vividskye
Rose – paperstars

I’m in a very good relationship right now. We’ve been together for 21 months, yet it feels like I’ve been with him for such a long time. I love him so much. I’ve never felt being loved this much before and I never thought I will love someone as much as I love him. Marry me. I love you.

This is something that I am pretty much aware of, but still cannot change it when I am in a situation that aggravates this quality. Haha, I’m a stressor to myself. You know when you tend to make simple things too complicated simply by overthinking about something. Like nothing has happened yet you’re mind is already focused on the worst thing that could happen. That’s me. Like yesterday, I was experiencing problem with the car I bought to work, and I called in my dad to pick me up and we’ll exchange cars, since they are from their office, so they did and when they called me up to say that they are already in our meeting place (and knowing them, they hate waiting), and I was still walking to the parking lot where my car is, my boyfriend was following me and I kept on snapping at him to walk a bit faster. I’m such a jerk to him sometimes. Wish I could do more to change this attitude. I did try quite a few times but I tend to forget how to relax when the situation is becoming really stressful. I need to change this. I really do.