This is something that I am pretty much aware of, but still cannot change it when I am in a situation that aggravates this quality. Haha, I’m a stressor to myself. You know when you tend to make simple things too complicated simply by overthinking about something. Like nothing has happened yet you’re mind is already focused on the worst thing that could happen. That’s me. Like yesterday, I was experiencing problem with the car I bought to work, and I called in my dad to pick me up and we’ll exchange cars, since they are from their office, so they did and when they called me up to say that they are already in our meeting place (and knowing them, they hate waiting), and I was still walking to the parking lot where my car is, my boyfriend was following me and I kept on snapping at him to walk a bit faster. I’m such a jerk to him sometimes. Wish I could do more to change this attitude. I did try quite a few times but I tend to forget how to relax when the situation is becoming really stressful. I need to change this. I really do.

Based on my last post below, you know that I actually prepared for the interview I had yesterday. I’m happy to say it turned out really well and I was supposed to have my final interview today, but I did not show up and decided to give it up. I did not attend the final interview. Why? Because of some personal reasons. I know, it’s not the wisest decision but I do not regret it. I won’t be working there anyway if given a chance.

To some, they know that I’m a nursing graduate, but when I think about it now, do I really see myself working as a volunteer nurse? Probably for the next few months or so. Why did I say “volunteer” nurse? Simly because it’s close to being impossible for the newly graduates to be hired in a hospital. Well, I’m not generalizing it, some are just so good that they are hired immediately. I don’t know the real process how nurses are hired, but all I know is that we undergo training, a lot of training until we get hired. I’m hoping the same thing fate of those “so good” persons happen to me as well. I know I have to work hard, but how hard should I work for it? To make this long story short, I wish I have taken a different course. I wish I did.

I’m at home right now, finally, I got a break from the review. lol. But I have thousands of test questions to answer and they’re piling up! lol.

So anyway, last April 30th was my me and my boyfriend’s 16th monthsary. He has totally forgotten that it was our monthsary, lol. But that’s fine.

I have an interesting story to share but I’ll probably post it when I have the time. Right now, I’m just really very sleepy. I just found a few interesting things I had to post here.

My boyfriend asked me before what part of the house is most important to me. I thought for a while and then I answered, it’s the bathroom and bedroom. So when we’re at the mall, I frequent appliance stores or home furniture stores and just see different styles and designs for my dream house. I found a good site that offers really good designs for bathroom accessories. Also, good design for showers, one of the most important part of any bathroom. Then the ideal standars, the design is very interesting, good and brings real beauty to your home, and bristan taps for those who are stylish and practical.

Lumipas na pasko, hindi pa ako nakapagblog. hehe. ano ba yan. Di na ako babati ng Merry Xmas, ngayon eh Advance Happy New YEAR!! Grabe, 2009 na mga kapatid. Gagraduate na ako sa college.

Oo nga pala, hindi ko nakwento na nung xmas day, namatay ang lola ng boyfriend ko. It was very unexpected talaga. Nung gabi ng 24, ang lakas lakas pa daw. Nung umaga ng 25, ayun na. It was a sad Christmas for them talaga. I just went sa wake today, I met his family for the first time. Ahehe. Buong angkan pa eh noh, medyo nakakailang. =P Pero ang bait2x ng mom nya. Ayun, ok naman.

Lapit na anniversary namin. Yay. Excited na ako. I have a plan kasi.. nyahaha.

Btw, matagal na to binigay ni Kei sakin, pasensya na talaga at ngayon ko lang na.post, but thank you so much sis. Sobra.

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Just an update regarding my last post. Yesterday was our last day at the hospital that requires me to spend P500 for gas, it’s really far from home. Anyway, I bought my car yesterday and found a shortcut. I mean, c’mon? Why the hell did I just knew about that shortcut at the LAST day of our duty there? I could have had the comfort of having car everyday had I known that there was another faster, TRAFFIC-FREE, and shorter way to get to and from hospital. DUH. And so, whatever. Haha.

There was also this girl, my groupmate at duty, I didn’t realize she was really nice until this week, we became a little closer. I actually thought she was a lesbian the first few months of us being classmates. But now I knew why I thought that way, she’s really sweet. LOL. If I’m a guy, I’d probably like her.

I was tagged by Janine & Mayumi.
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10 random facts about me

1. I’m a graduating student this year.
2. I really hate someone for telling his friends something very personal about me.
3. I don’t have someone I consider my “very” best friend. I do have few close friends though.
4. I travel a total of 4 hours to and from the school everyday. It’s just so far from home.
5. I’m answering this tag to test my spoiler plugin, HAHAHA.
6. I’m an impusive buyer.
7. I’m not really sure what I want to be my profession in life.
8. I love spaghettis.
9. I have the tendency to hoard stuffs.
10. I want to change me! LOL.

Passing this tag to 5 people who wants to answer it.

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This post is in TAGALOG. I don’t want my boyfriend to read this kasi eh, kaya private. Hehe!

Ginawa ko tong private kasi naman yung boyfriend ko baka mabasa. Haha. Anyway, kahapon, I borrowed my friend’s phone. I texted my boyfriend and asked him if he wanted to be textmates. At first nagrereply naman sya, asking me where I got his number, and at the same time, he was texting me in my REAL no. Nung ayaw ko sabihin kung sino nagbigay, nagsungit ba naman, hindi na daw sya magrereply kung hindi ko sasabihin kung sino nagbigay ng no. nya. Hehe. Wow napaka faithful naman nya. At eto pa, I asked him if he has a girlfriend, he said meron daw. Tapos I replied “siguro hindi mo mahal gf mo no?” And he said, “haha.. dyan ka nagkakamali..” Aba wow. Hehehe. After nun, nagtext sya sa real no. ko saying na may nangungulit daw sa kanya, awayin ko daw. Haha. I find it very sweet. Syempre napaka loyal nya diba. :lurve: Besides, I know naman na he wouldn’t cheat on me. I hope forever diba? haha. :yes: I love you so much!

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