Based on my last post below, you know that I actually prepared for the interview I had yesterday. I’m happy to say it turned out really well and I was supposed to have my final interview today, but I did not show up and decided to give it up. I did not attend the final interview. Why? Because of some personal reasons. I know, it’s not the wisest decision but I do not regret it. I won’t be working there anyway if given a chance.

To some, they know that I’m a nursing graduate, but when I think about it now, do I really see myself working as a volunteer nurse? Probably for the next few months or so. Why did I say “volunteer” nurse? Simly because it’s close to being impossible for the newly graduates to be hired in a hospital. Well, I’m not generalizing it, some are just so good that they are hired immediately. I don’t know the real process how nurses are hired, but all I know is that we undergo training, a lot of training until we get hired. I’m hoping the same thing fate of those “so good” persons happen to me as well. I know I have to work hard, but how hard should I work for it? To make this long story short, I wish I have taken a different course. I wish I did.

I downloaded a new theme simply because I don’t have enough inspiration to make one, hehe. Anyway, it needs a lot of editing to suit my site. Plus, I fixed the menus above, and of course, my links out. I removed almost 95% of my previous linkies! LOL. I can’t believe how outdated this site is. Majority of my link exchange no longer have a site. haha. Some I invited but never put my link up anyway.

PS. I need link exchange from active bloggers. Drop me a note, I’ll link you up right away. ;)

Btw, I’m anxiously waiting for the call from the company I applied to. Really scary, haha. It’ll be my first interview. *cross fingers* Hopefully, I’d do well.

So, board exam is over, no more school, no more activities except staying at home and be a couch potato. lol. I planned a few things I needed to do so I won’t be stucked here until the release of the board exam results, which will be 60 days from now. So here’s my list:

1. Work out. YES. haha. I haven’t experienced nor tried working out before but I promised my boyfriend and myself that I will reward myself with a flat abs. lol lol. When I was super skinny about almost 2 years ago, I have flat abs. Now that I gained a few pounds (which is really a positive things since I am underweight before), those few pounds are unfortunately stored in my tummy. lol. So now I have bilbil.

2. Find a job. This is something I really want to have but the board exam results will not be released until 2 months from now, I don’t want to be doing nothing. My and almost all my friends decided that we would work because some of us will not be provided with allowance anymore. Not me though, mom and dad are willing to give, lol. I just want to make something for myself already.

3. Fix the site. haha. Something I promised to do since last year still no changes. lol. Now I’m not busy, I might actually do something here to bring back the glory of luved.net. Like what it used to be before.

4. Pray. Just like what our pastor emphasized to us, Work like everything depends on you, and pray like everything depends to God.

Summer classes will start tomorrow. I’m now in senior year of college. Yay! After this, goodbye to school, hello work. Honestly, I’m quite scared of what lies ahead, after graduation, that is. I’ll be on my own. Thinking how my parents became so successful makes me wonder if I would be able to do the same. My cousins, who were able to reach managerial position during their late 20s, is quite an achievement considering there are lots of employees they are in competition with. Plus the question, what is it really like in the workplace? I’m a nursing student. I have my share of exposures in clinical area but what is it really like, without my instructor whom I constantly asked with everything I am about to do with my assigned patient. Plus, the nursing board exam, scary. Really scary. lol.

Another thing, will my parents still support me, financially when I graduate? haha. To my fellow graduating students and those who graduated already, what are your thoughts? :smile:

Btw, I upgraded to WP 2.5. It’s really nice. :smile: Highly recommended that you upgrade yours too!