once again. Just like before. I need strength, i need courage and the will to do the right thing, for myself and for everyone involved.

I was a happy person. Always free of worries, always laughing. You changed me, not in a good way. I want to be back to who I used to be, but since I can’t bring back those days before you came to my life, I MUST start from here, and build a BETTER life for myself.

I need me the most. I need myself again. Please.

“ang mga maling gawain, masarap gawin. but you need to think IF YOU’RE HURTING A LOT OF PEOPLE BECAUSE YOUR HAPPINESS IS NOT WORTH A LOT OF PEOPLE’S PAIN.”

.. and yes, that hits hard.

I finally resigned from the company I’ve worked for since I graduated from college. Now, I’m back to nursing field, doing trainings. haha. I never thought I’d feel as good as I do now. It’s really good to be back, it feels like home.

You will always be my shoulder to cry on. My strength when weakness sets in.
When you’re there, it feels like nothing can go wrong.
You will always be that someone who lifts me up when I can’t stand anymore.
When you’re around, nothing in this world can burden me.

I love you, you know that.
So much of who I am, and what I am belongs to you, and my heart is completely yours.
You’re the only one. My only one.

always scared of what it is, what it’s going to be like after. I’m not a big fan of change, of things I do not have control over.. but lately i’m trying to find acceptance on things, things I just cannot change.

When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves.  ~Victor Frankl